Hi Petko,
I am wondering how long you intend to pause trading?
I have paused also but my plan is to run some backtests over the past 2-3 weeks soon and see how things would have performed and then provided results are okay then start again, does that seem a sensible approach?
Also 100% agree with your advice above, definitely a rough patch for trading but regardless Jarolsav it sounds like you have been stung by being impatient (as I have been several times so not a criticism at all :-).
BUT you clearly said that you traded demo and lost 20% and then moved straight to live from that point? That is the main issue I see really, take more time to practice and once you have made some profits in your demo account then that is a sensible point to try moving to live (start with small money though)
Can’t think of many things worthwhile that take only 2 weeks to master, keep practicing and I’m sure your results will improve though ;-)